AMANDA/SU TIAN
Monday, March 30, 2009
i'm really desperately looking for job. i didn't know that economic crisis could affect me that much. sigh, still no news from the job agency. i'm now considering to go back recruit express. they've got so much more job offers than other agency. the only thing is that, their contract is also longer and the compensation fee is much more.
i'm so stressed. i think so much esp before i sleep, making me can't sleep.. my bank account is running dry. how long do i have before i empty it? i really need to work so badly.
sometimes i wonder, or rather i think of this very often, but i know it's wrong. i wish i've a better parents, better family. then i won't have to worry so much financially. my friends have the choice to choose if they wanna further studies or get a job. but i don't. my only option is to work and start earning money. becos my parents cannot afford. but i know it's not their fault. it's just a thought, at times. i know i won't exchange my parents even if i'm given the choice. i'm just jealous.
anyway, i read karie's blog. karie, if you're reading this, you're a very nice friend too :) you're not alone. seriously if you're unhappy working there, you can always find another job. it's normal to feel lost. i feel it all the time. let's jiayou together! ¶ 8:21 AM 0 Comments
i'm so stressed. i think so much esp before i sleep, making me can't sleep.. my bank account is running dry. how long do i have before i empty it? i really need to work so badly.
sometimes i wonder, or rather i think of this very often, but i know it's wrong. i wish i've a better parents, better family. then i won't have to worry so much financially. my friends have the choice to choose if they wanna further studies or get a job. but i don't. my only option is to work and start earning money. becos my parents cannot afford. but i know it's not their fault. it's just a thought, at times. i know i won't exchange my parents even if i'm given the choice. i'm just jealous.
anyway, i read karie's blog. karie, if you're reading this, you're a very nice friend too :) you're not alone. seriously if you're unhappy working there, you can always find another job. it's normal to feel lost. i feel it all the time. let's jiayou together! ¶ 8:21 AM 0 Comments
Friday, March 20, 2009
i want a toy poodle!
cheexian's new puppy! so cute. i wanna have one too, in the future when i've my own place! :)
looks like a teddy bear. he's so cute, hopping around like a lil' bunny.
and anyway, i'm officially unemployed now. bad and good. i'm looking for jobs now again. hate going for all the interviews. and no more shopping for me.
good thing that i can spend weekends with the boyfriend!
i've learnt my lesson. to look for job carefully now! make sure that the working hours suit me before i make any decision.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
xoxoxoxoxoxo
weekend burnt. i'll be working on sat. boyf book out early sat, book in 8pm on that very night. i finish at 7.30pm!!! can't meet.. sunday i'm off, he's going for live range in camp. monday he's booking out, i'm working. so i've already planned to get MC on monday! :) so i can at least spend a day with boyf.
meeting up with clara kow and yunfan this thursday. haven't seen them for years, time for meetup! and i've gotta plan to meet bettina soon. haven't seen that girl for so so long already! but she's busy working as well. ¶ 9:36 AM 0 Comments
meeting up with clara kow and yunfan this thursday. haven't seen them for years, time for meetup! and i've gotta plan to meet bettina soon. haven't seen that girl for so so long already! but she's busy working as well. ¶ 9:36 AM 0 Comments
Friday, March 6, 2009
quit or not?
i started my new job. seriously i really hate it so much.. i cried the first few days before and after work (not at my workplace la. at home). i just feel super stressful about the new piled on things that i've to learn, and also the working hours and days.. probably becos i switched from a total relax and OTOT job to this very restricted and long hours job. i'm still adapting to it.
the first few days, i just can't stop crying. i hate it so so much. i never felt like this before. but i can't quit, due to my contract for 3 months. now, i'm slowly getting it. i still feel like quitting but it's really not easy to get a job now.. everywhere retrenchment, and i wanna quit when i've a job? people will say that i'm stupid. but i'm not happy working there. so what's the point right?
i'm not useless. just unhappy.. don't judge me.
now tell me what should i do next?
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i just realised my cbox was locked. no wonder no tag at all!!! or really no one is actually tagging??? ¶ 11:48 AM 0 Comments
the first few days, i just can't stop crying. i hate it so so much. i never felt like this before. but i can't quit, due to my contract for 3 months. now, i'm slowly getting it. i still feel like quitting but it's really not easy to get a job now.. everywhere retrenchment, and i wanna quit when i've a job? people will say that i'm stupid. but i'm not happy working there. so what's the point right?
i'm not useless. just unhappy.. don't judge me.
now tell me what should i do next?
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i just realised my cbox was locked. no wonder no tag at all!!! or really no one is actually tagging??? ¶ 11:48 AM 0 Comments
