i'm really desperately looking for job. i didn't know that economic crisis could affect me that much. sigh, still no news from the job agency. i'm now considering to go back recruit express. they've got so much more job offers than other agency. the only thing is that, their contract is also longer and the compensation fee is much more.
i'm so stressed. i think so much esp before i sleep, making me can't sleep.. my bank account is running dry. how long do i have before i empty it? i really need to work so badly.
sometimes i wonder, or rather i think of this very often, but i know it's wrong. i wish i've a better parents, better family. then i won't have to worry so much financially. my friends have the choice to choose if they wanna further studies or get a job. but i don't. my only option is to work and start earning money. becos my parents cannot afford. but i know it's not their fault. it's just a thought, at times. i know i won't exchange my parents even if i'm given the choice. i'm just jealous.
anyway, i read karie's blog. karie, if you're reading this, you're a very nice friend too :) you're not alone. seriously if you're unhappy working there, you can always find another job. it's normal to feel lost. i feel it all the time. let's jiayou together!  ¶ 8:21 AM