i have no idea if whatever you wrote in your blog was pointing at me. i'm assuming it is, that explain why im saying what i'm going to say.
i have no intention in the first place to fault anybody about anything. and i know everyone has different priority. i'm not saying that you have to put us in one of your first. at least make some time for us. you know yourself that you don't spend much time with us. everyone plays a part in making all r/s works, esp friendship. if you were us, always initiating to meet, but ended up with disappointment and rejection, will you try again?
i didn't voice my unhappiness to either of you, and i don't deny that deep inside, i didn't have any. i understand everybody has their own things to get busy with. but in the first place, if those sarcastic remarks didn't come from you, it would just stay the way it is. things wouldn't be this ugly. i'm not saying that it's your fault. just that, i had already said that i won't be free in ADVANCE. so why said those things to me?
this friendship between the 5 of us is really dear to me. and i won't say things like, " i'll never meet her again." like how someone had said that to the rest. i guess, afterall, the definition of best friend does differ. it just seems to be that i don't matter to you anymore. is that so? prove me wrong if that's not the case.  ¶ 2:12 AM